I hope I'm going through a phase of time which will sound important to me after a couple of years even when I'm not enjoying it one tiny bit. Then, when i think about this time, i would want to assume that it happened because it had to. More significantly, because i had to learn something from i. And when thinking of it, i wouldn't want bitter or disappointing thoughts in my mind. That I feel, would have occurred for my good, for my well-being. Maybe I'd be comforted somehow. I don't know.
I so hope!